Saturday, 24 November 2007


Im finding it almost impossible to get parked in front of this screen and do what I love doing best. It's been such a long time since I wrote anything. I'm actually rather cross with myself. I must put aside time to whinge and blabber on to all your good selves at least once a week! lol. Now let me see where on earth do I begin now to tell you about all the latest changes? Hmmm. I will simplify: It seems like many moons ago that I went to London ever since I've been back everything seems to have gone downhill.

I haven't been happy or settled in fact life has been a bit of a struggle. Glad it feels like I'm gaining control now and doing my best to sort out a lot of stuff. My weight still refuses to do what I say! lol This underactive thyroid nonsense is driving me nuts! one of the side effects is "flushing"! Hmmm. flushing indeed! yeah right! more like scorching!

Two or Three times a day my face feels like a furnace on the Inside and  I keep checking the mirror to make sure I don't resemble Violet Beauregarde from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory! My amazingly, wonderful, thoughtful, and sensitive, man suggested it may be, "The Menopause"!!! Hmmm. amazingly enough, he is still in one piece! 

Tonight is Saturday and I'm sober! I watched a very funny movie called White Chicks and it gave me the nudge I needed to get back on here again. It felt great to be laughing out loud. Totally exhausted myself though and need to sleep! lol. nite nite, sleep well. I will be back real soon. xx


1 comment:

jimandsheilar said...

you have got to watch bad santa. It is unbelievable and his nibs watched it with his slipped disc (I put it on expecting a scary film) and everytime he laughed he sorted of winced, groaned,almost cried and felt sick. Not sure what the film is about but can confirm its bril to watch the one you love behaving in such a bizzare manner. He Man, not a chance, big pussy.